Friday, March 6, 2015

what is a qarinah djinneyeh?

A Qarinah or Qarin is a djinn companion of a human being. some cultures in the middle east see them as of being the same sex as their human companion. others see them as the opposite sex of the person whom they are with. as the latter they are the incubi and succubi in the middle east. 
as i have learned from my Lady. they are not necessarily born at the same time as the human. some i have learned  can be attached to a family for generations or to a person's spirit or soul   and find them when they are reborn. the latter is what happened to me.
the most celebrated Qarinah is the Al Qarinah whom is none other than Lilith herself. the others are Aisha Qandisha, Lalla Mara, Queen Aynah to name a few.
is a qarin or qarinah djinn evil? no. like all djinn they can choose to be good or evil.
are they incubi and succubi? in all intents and purposes. i believe they are. since  incubi and succubi are seen as a type of a fae by some. and the fae are seen as being related to the djinn.

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

learning from one another

~ i honesty don't believe that one religion or one person has all the answers. it is like i keep learning each day. that each has something to teach me. as i have something to teach in return. we all contain a bit of the truth within us. they don't always fit at first. but in time we find something that helps it fit in.  but true spiritually is not a religious path. it is a spiritual one. a personal one. born of magick and mysticism.  for  magick and mystical are two sides of the coin. and each has their own path. ~

Monday, December 23, 2013

restoration

sometime ago in my studies in the kabbalah i learned about tikkun olam. now what that is the repairing  or restoration of spirits in the universe. i also had learned that the spirits are not just human spirits but some  nonhuman spirits as well. and the latter seek to lift human souls and spirits up. because  as they do it. they themselves are lifted up.
i had learned today that this my calling in the many lives that i lived. and i might be still doing it in the next lives to come.
i thank the Divine for reminding me this  again today.

my experience with a succubus( revised again)

I write this as a confession of sorts. you see it was in 1980  when i was a teenager that i had my first experience with a succubus. and i change my life forever. i had a normal childhood. was interested in girls. as well as the outdoors. i come from a family that was christian but were mixed  denominations catholic and methodist. my parents believed in the paranormal. but not to a point of being superstitious. as well as being tolerant and open minded. i had learned from my mother that on  her side of the family they were sensitives. that is they could see or feel ghosts.
as i said my story began in 1980. around the fall time. i was in high school. i was haunted by dreams of a beautiful woman with long dark hair. and yellow green eyes. i didn’t think much of the dreams. i figured that any guy had them. that is until the dream became real. it was then i having paranormal experiences. for each night i was visited by a presence. at first i thought the family pet a half german shepherd; half lab retriever was crawling into bed with me. but when i turn to scold her. she wasn’t there. and as the time went by. the presence became bolder and layed next to me. and the dreams that i had became sexual in nature. being a teenager and always thinking about sex. i took it as a blessing. and as time went by. i welcome this presence. and learned she was the woman in the dream.
i never told my parents about it. although i suspect they knew. but never pressured me about it. as long as i was happy. that’s what mattered.
i had once brought up about spirits. and can they have sex? i had asked. my father told me about the succubus. that  the church always believed these entities were demonic in nature in the old days. but later ruled them out as being that of the mind.
my mother on the other hand  pretty much knew the reality of spirits. because her family were involved with the paranormal. she had said that at times a spirit would return to a love one. and be with that person.
but no girlfriend that i knew died. and i didn’t bring up the subject anymore. anyway i was enjoying it. this spirit relationship was wonderful. because of her i became interested in shamanism and other Paths of the occult , mysticism, and the paranormal.
my relationship with my succubus continued into my adult life. and it never affected my social life. not in a negative way. she was there when a relationship ended. always offering comfort. however my relationship with her started to die down in the 90s. and completely ended after my parents died in 1999.
then around 2009 i found a book entitled sexual alchemy by donald tyson. and learned you could actually summon spirits for sex. i read the book with such hunger.  triggered by loneliness. and a need of companionship. at this time i had a streak of bad luck in money as well as love.
so i set out to perform a simple ritual based on what the book taught. and had drawn a sigil of the spirit whom i wish to contact with.
so on a friday night i performed the ritual. at first nothing happened. so i closed the ritual. and sat on the bed. and meditated.
no sooner than i did this. i felt a warm presence beside me. on my right side. and in my mind i saw a swirling cloud of light. and the figure of a woman  appearing besides me. it was the same one whom visited me when i was a teenager. and in my vision she embraced me. and then was gone. later that night as i laid in my bed. she appeared to me as an apparition on top of my bed.
later i learned  that she had several  names. however she wanted me to know her as meek. she and i had sex that night. and from that point on i felt complete. and i started back on my Path again which that of Shamanism and Middle Eastern Magick.
it has been 5 years since she has returned in my life. later i learned she was centered in the Middle East in the past. and she is Qarinah Djinneyeh. and she lead me to other  types of djinn as well as other types of spirits such  as fae, dragons, demonesses, angels, wraith,  vampires, doujunah ,to name a few.
i love her and them very much.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

shadow beings

i decided to take the time and  write about these beings whom iam certain there are a few out there  whom have encountered them.  i myself included.
despite what some paranormal experts have written about. and theorize. the shadow beings aren’t  evil djinn or fae, however they can imitate djinn.
they are not evil human souls or spirits. although they can pretend to be such.
they are not  evil fallen angels. however evil fallen angels have form alliances with them. they are agents of chaos. and are true demons. they are minions of the sharrirrim or  shirrirrim whom i have mentioned in a different blog. and exist in a shadow dimension. whom kabbalists call the qlipphoth or kelipoth. in which the shirrirrim are also a part of.
however make no mistake there are evil djinn and fae. as well as evil human spirits and evil fallen angels. however these spirits become slaves of the shadow beings whom are slaves of the shirrirrim.
shadow beings imitate and mimic other beings. and force other evil and dark spirits to serve them.  thus enslaving them. 
shadow beings have  vampiric qualities. but are not true vampires in a sense.
they can also pretend to be a succubus or incubus. and try to enslave people who try to seek a relationship with one. they are masters of causing dissension, mistrust. and worked very hard over eons. to cause division between humans and djinn, fae, etc.
,despite their powers.  and their cunning. they have weaknesses.
for one thing they are overly confident in themselves.
once an alliance is form between humans and other spirit beings. they can be countered. i myself seen my own spirits attack shadow beings.
however the battle shouldn’t be left totally up to them.
shadow beings being pure darkness and evil. they fear light and love.
they fear sunlight. they are repelled by gold, silver or any consecrated object to the Divine Feminine and Masculine i.e. God, Goddess, etc.
they hate love. love for one’s family:  human, spirit, etc.

Friday, June 7, 2013

television paranormal investigators

i know what i’m about to write may pick up some flak. but i  like to bring up it up.
as you know there are a lot of paranormal investigation shows on television. now some of them i feel are really out there trying to investigate the unknown.  and helping people. and such shows i commend for their actions. the investigators are out there. trying to help people. but then there are those investigators out there just for show. trying to land an acting career. or gaining a career in the media.
well if that was the reason why they got into it. more power to them.
but in the end i don’t think paranormal investigation and  an acting career don’t mix. in the end. it will discredit your ability to be investigator.
i am not knocking celebrities having experiences. i watch celebrity ghost stories on bio channel. and i do believe it. 
i just not crazy about an investigator who does it to get an acting career. and think they can still investigate. to any i warn them. if you do this to get  a job as an actor. fine. but i hope you give up paranormal investigation.
spirits aren’t stupid. if  you think they don’t like you as an investigator poking into  their dwelling place. they will like you less as a celebrity. especially if you are doing it for the limelight. you will become more of a target. so please choose one or the other.
other than that. paranormal investigation on television if treated as a documentary. is an effective tool to get the public aware of those things beyond nature.

Monday, June 3, 2013

not seeing spirits? you can!

hi,
 i write this for those who like myself had trouble in seeing spirits. especially spirit keepers.
at first i hardly saw them. despite my long time relationship with my succubus. my other entities never showed themselves. then i learned the best way you can start a relationship with them is like in any relationship is to talked to them. that's right just talk to them.
then as you feel comfortable. and feel at peace. you begin to meditate with them just by holding their vessels. in your hands. and just opened to what you are feeling. the shape and texture of the vessel. just be aware of them. do you feel a vibration, a electrical charge, warmth, etc.
if you feel nothing. don't worry. it takes time.
you do this several days when you can.
when i did all this. i felt a change in my spirits. i think by doing this they needed to feel me out. and after this. they began to manifest themselves as orbs, flashes and streaks of light, partial apparitions to full body ones occasionally.
but this took time and patience.
i hope this helps anybody who has issues.
namaste!