Monday, May 27, 2013

about mermaids: a body found and new evidence as seen on animal planet this memorial weekend 2013

i don't have a problem with the possibilty of mermaids existing. being a shaman. and a student of middle eastern magick. i have had my shares of encountering what some call the paranormal as well as what others would call jung archtypes of the human psyche. to me both are communications from actual beings whatever it be from another dimension or archtypes from the human mind. because it has been proven that somehow the human mind effects the universe as in "the measurement problem."
to me mermaids exist already as spiritual entities called in some parts of the world as Fae or Faeries. other parts of the world call them Djinn.
i think it is possible that humanity may have branches to its family. they found the hobbit skeleton in indonesia not too long ago. some researchers think bigfoot might be another offshoot of humanity. others a descendant of gigantopithecus. but it proves something found in folkalore, myth, and legend may have bases in fact. besides beings from another plane of existence whatever some see that of one's own's mind.
or from another dimension. and the latter has been proven a possibility thanks to quantum mechanics.
to me mermaids as depicted in the "mockumentry " are a branch of homo sapiens aquaticus. they are called mermaids because they RESEMBLE THEM.
the fae kind are the others. the REAL ONES.
and yeah i believe they might exist. problem is once we know they do exist. do we exterminate them as other branches of the human race. because sadly we are a race with issues. we don't get along with each other. 

Saturday, May 18, 2013

the Dybbuk

I decided to write about this since the new movie entitled: the possession  is out as well as  on  an episode of paranormal witness  of the sy fy channel is portraying  is dealing  on this subject.
What is a Dybbuk?
A dybbuk is a spirit that attaches itself to a person, place, and thing.
Mostly it is a human spirit that refuses to move on until it has completes a task.
However it also applys to human spirits as well as non human spirits that are  malevolent in its intentions with the living.
According to the kabbalah these spirits are usually male. And attach themselves to women. And they are usually dispelled by reading passages from the torah or  tanakh. As well as reciting prayers such as a Kaddish.
The spirit is either driven through an open window. Or forced into an object.
Which is then inscribed with certain phrases, prayers, that are in hebrew.
Such as wine cabinet (as seen in the movie and in the the t.v. program).
Jewish mystics he kabbalists feel most hauntings and possessions are caused by Dybbuk.

when visiting a graveyard

hi, most spirits would probably advise you not to go into such siturations. at least mine have. since most spirits come to me anyway. however if you do go and believe me despite what my spirits trying to discourage me; i myself went into a graveyard. your best bet as you enter the gate. take three coins and state your intentions silently to the guardian of the graveyard that you are just visiting and taking pictures, etc. and will not disturb anything. then cast the coins to the ground. and do what you intended. but do not stay anymore than you need to.
and when you leave. thank the guardian. and the spirits there for allowing you to visit. and leave quickly.
as you walk out the gate; say whatever prayer  or petition that is based on your beliefs. and thank your spirits for watching over you.

ghost pics 4 taken during the pink moon of april 25th of 2013


ghost pictures 3: during hurricane sandy

hi, when i was taking pictures of the storm where i live. i got this:
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ghost pics 2

these pictures were maded during the blue moon. and after a  ritual
that i did. thought it was a camera flare but it kept changing shape in each frame.

my ghost pics

these pictures were taken in december of 2009 and of january of 2010.  after i did shamanistic meditations. and during  snowstorms.
this picture was taking in front of a marina in december 2009 during  the day in a snow storm.
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these pictures were taking at my residence in jan 2010 during the night in another snow storm.

a mother’s day ghost story

i have already blog some experiences. but here is something that my mother had told me. it concerns when she worked as a housekeeper back before she met my father.
this was in the late 50s. my mother was working for a wealthy woman name   mrs.harrington.
mrs. harrington was a nice woman. and took care of my mother. and gave her things around christmas. and my mother's birthday.
well mrs. harrington was suffering cancer. and not long after that she died.
mrs. harrington's husband asked my mother to stay on. so my mom agreed.
as the months past. things returned to normal. then one day. as my mom set out to do her business. she heard a voice call out her name. it was mrs. harrington's.
my mother not thinking called out to her. but then realized she was dead.
my mother heard her voice several times. and asked my grandmother what she should do.
my grandmother told her to take a pin from another room and place it in the dead woman's room.
so my mother took a pin from mrs harrington's daughter's room and place it in the dead woman's room. and she never heard the voice again.

my experience with a succubus (censored version)

I write this as a confession of sorts. you see it was in 1980  when i was a teenager that i had my first experience with a succubus. and i change my life forever. i had a normal childhood. was interested in girls. as well as the outdoors. i come from a family that was christian but were mixed  denominations catholic and methodist. my parents believed in the paranormal. but not to a point of being superstitious. as well as being tolerant and open minded. i had learned from my mother that on  her side of the family they were sensitives. that is they could see or feel ghosts. as well as being accused of being witches.
to this end i guess it was meant. some will say that it is a curse. but i had learned it could be a blessing. but enough with my background.
as i said my story began in 1980. around the fall time. i was in high school. i was haunted by dreams of a beautiful woman with long dark hair. and yellow green eyes. i didn’t think much of the dreams. i figured that any guy had them. that is until the dream became real. it was then i having paranormal experiences. for each night i was visited by a presence. at first i thought the family pet a half german shepherd; half lab retriever was crawling into bed with me. but when i turn to scold her. she wasn’t there. and as the time went by. the presence became bolder and layed next to me. and the dreams that i had became sexual in nature. being a teenager and always thinking about sex. i took it as a blessing. and as time went by. i welcome this presence. and learned she was the woman in the dream.
i never told my parents about it. although i suspect they knew. but never pressured me about it. as long as i was happy. that’s what mattered.
i had once brought up about spirits. and can they have sex? i had asked. my father told me about the succubus. that  the church always believed these entities were demonic in nature in the old days. but later ruled them out as being that of the mind.
my mother on the other hand  pretty much knew the reality of spirits. because her family were involved with the paranormal. she had said that at times a spirit would return to a love one. and be with that person.
but no girlfriend that i knew died. and i didn’t bring up the subject anymore. anyway i was enjoying it. this spirit relationship was wonderful.
my relationship with my succubus continued into my adult life. and it never affected my social life. not in a negative way. she was there when a relationship ended. always offering comfort. however my relationship with her started to die down in the 90s. and completely ended after my parents died in 1999.
i wasn’t really interested that much in the paranormal or mysticism and the occult. but when you experience death. and a lost of a phantom lover. you want to know about the subject. so i started reading books on the paranormal as well as shamanism and mysticism; especially the kabbalah. and other books of occultic lore.
then around i 2009 i found a book entitled sexual alchemy by donald tyson. and learned you could actually summon spirits for sex. i read the book with such hunger.  triggered by loneliness. and a need of companionship. at this time i had a streak of bad luck in money as well as love.
so i felt i had nothing to lose. despite my christian background. i had learned there was much more to the world and to the universe. then the polarize poles of good and evil. my mother had taught me that there were other spirits that existed. and they were not all angels and demons.
so i set out to perform a simple ritual based on what the book taught. and had drawn a sigil of the spirit whom i wish to contact with.
so on a friday night i performed the ritual. at first nothing happened. so i closed the ritual. and sat on the bed. and meditated.
no sooner than i did this. i felt a warm presence beside me. on my right side. and in my mind i saw a swirling cloud of light. and the figure of a woman  appearing besides me. it was the same one whom visited me when i was a teenager. and in my vision she embraced me. and then was gone. later that night as i laid in my bed. she appeared to me as an apparition on top of my bed.
later i learned  that she had several  names. however she wanted me to know her at first as Meek. i had also learned that other name among her names was Lilith. but later learned this was a surname. and she was the daughter and  avatar of  Lilith. and she had visited me several times that week.
its been a year now. she my succubus and i are in a relationship of sorts. that my real connection is to her mother Lilith. but was her ‘husband’ because Lilith wished this. i had learned a great deal about her and her sisters. and still have much to learn. what i have learn is this:
what is true is that all succubi most of them were born to Lilith when she went back to Adam when he was separated from Eve for 130 years. and are called by Rabbis as Lilim, Lilivoth, meim,  rauchothim, shedim, sheddahim. and they like humanity are a mixture of good and evil. and they seek reconciliation with the children of Adam. to do this; they have sex with us in our dreams. there is more i wish to say on this matter. but i will write about it later in other posts.
only here i wish to end this post a message to any reader who comes across this blog. i asked the reader to be broad minded. while remaing true to his or her’s convictions. as well as be tolerant.  i write this blog not persuade or dissuade anyone. only to give account of my experience. and the possibility that there exists spirit beings who like us are neither good or evil. and have inspired the legends and myths of shidhes,faeres, djinn, apsaras, etc. peace.